some days...

I wonder what I'm even doing in college.
When I can make healthy smoothies, soft delicious cookies,
and dreamy dinners.
and my husband compliments me for hours.
maybe I should just embrace my hidden talent
(of following recipes)
and stop studying and worrying about tests and projects.

But then some days....

I know for a fact that I'm a really big nerd.
when my professor makes a nerdy joke...
and I'm the only one who understands it
{and laughs out loud}
while my classmates look at me with confused looks on their faces,
and my professor nods and smiles with glee,
happy that he's funny to someone.

But then other days...
 I know I'm not a BIG nerd, just a little one.
Because without fail every single time one of my professors says,
"I will illustrate this concept with a cartoon"
I look up to see an actual cartoon, you know something like this...

But instead, its something like this. 

Which is not at all a cartoon. 

And is not at all funny.